SICK BEING IN THIS KIND OF LIFE ='((

We are only be in realtionship for 1 month plus but its just not enough for me ! i just hate the god , everytime i put in true love also must take away , 5 of them in between 5 of them i never ever love a boy love until i want to cry , i want to diee! i only think of negative and i just cant think of positive, i cant stay strong anymore , i came weak and even more weak, been strong for too long... cant let go a person easily. Is the one and i only love , and cant just cant let u go easily NZJ i miss u every hour every minute every second and i miss u when my heart is beating, even when i'm in exam i cant stop thinking of u , trying to stop , dream of u , dream that i be back together with u..... But my dream it doesn't came true, it wont came true ><

school begging

School begging few weeks ago ..... Can't believe that i same class as Vivian and Sue wen , but we are quiet good friend now la , got smile got laugh lo , then somemore same class with the gay and the cow girl man !! arghh beh tahan already la ! noisy like hell , actually in my heart still got Jia Cheng ! lucas sorry that i dont love u ><

happy day yesterday !!

Yesterday can say is a happy day , cause i went midvalley with khye yinn again but khai yuenn sama sama cannot go haizzzz ..... of course yesterday also my sweetheart birthday , happy belated birthday chloe <\3 ya .... , but just went to see yoke nam page ,then started to miss yoke nam already leh :'( and i brought a mice hahaha ... my mom scold me like hell .... but after that she get use to it , but my idiot brotheer keep play and play the mice , i cant understand ar SPM very free meh no need to study ,on my fb chat box mostly also form 5 spm haizzz like my bro , he keep using computer tetris battle only dont like me use now i only using my friend com so paisieh TT

actually .....

其实我觉得xxx, 我，凯韵，凯盈都觉得他很发桥！ 我懂他们以前一直将我们发桥，可是讲真的你比较发桥拉 ， 已经有了男朋友还要跟其他男生将鬼死亲密 ！ 傻海到！！

我真的很讨厌你这种人咯！LC！！傻海到死 ！！ 以为你自己是谁哦？？ 很大嚜？？

如果我没有。。。。

如果我没有认识到你，我就不会闯大祸！！ 你有妈咪，可是你妈咪可以管我们的爱情吗？ 我当初应该问你你要你的妈咪还是要我！！如果他要妈咪我也就要和他一刀两断。。。。 我真的很讨厌他们的咯！！ 将多事给他们管偏偏要管我们之间的事？？ 傻海！！真的很后悔跟了你在一起！！ 我真的不想和你在一起了！ 我们在一起那么辛苦我真的不想走下去了！！我真的不想你再缠着我了！！你的妈咪将鬼死严！！

today's may chia already die !

Today's may chia already die !!! When i ask jc that we can be together .... but he say dunwan , but i'm ok .... but he want to say two times i'm super hurt ... when i went back to bed .... i wrote some status in my FB .... i keep typing then keep crying .... and something that i have no medicine to safe anymore !!!